- Ease- lack of difficulty: lack of difficulty in doing or achieving something.
- Ability- being able: a natural tendency to do something successfully or well.
- Order- functioning condition: the condition something is in when it is functioning properly.
- Dis- prefix: to deprive of, remove from.
So, I recently wrote about my health.
To not go into too much detail about it, I will say this- what we thought was one disorder/disease is actually two. At least two.
Two invisible, incurable, crippling disabilities. At least two.
Don’t take any kind of ease, ability and order for granted… ever. One day, they may just removed, and you may just be deprived of them…
Some days I wish I were normal.
Take care,
-Lucy

I always looked at some people `s life and thought if i had that bad,unwanted condition they have I couldn`t tolarate even 1 sec.I would die
but after it happensed to me I couldn`t do any thing to avoid it.
all I did was getting used to it and keep saying it can be worse.
it `s said that god takes sth of you in order to give you anything better. so
you must be ready for god`s surprises,
hi lucy , its been long time you are`t here, I hope you are fine.
i really miss u lucy. my anonymous writer!